I haven't written a particularly introspective or well thought-out post in a while. And I'm afraid this one isn't going to be any different. Maybe it's the whole almost working full time thing. Maybe it's the half-way normal life I'm living and trying to balance with my OCD. I know there are OCD impediments that I just don't even really notice anymore. For instance, tonight I realized I don't have anything to wear to work tomorrow. I can't fathom doing laundry now or even determining whether I am "clean enough" to do laundry. I can't (aka won't) pick a skirt (that I just wore once before condemning) out the dirty laundry - too contaminated. So what am I going to do? Take the least offensive route - find a dress that I haven't unpacked in over a year and wear that, even though I'm not sure if it was "clean" before I packed it or if it's "okay" to wear since it's been in a box for so long,...
looking at life with newfound knowledge of obsessive-compulsive disorder